For a long time, I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life. I didn't know the best way to use my energy. I didn't know who was helping me and who was hurting me. I hurt a lot of people, but I never felt like I did any good to anyone else. I looked at everyone else and wanted to be as happy as them.

Now, i feel like my life is headed in the right direction.
I truly believe, deep down in my soul, that everyone has something they are supposed to accomplish in their lifetime. I also believe that certain people in your life are meant to be there. I feel like everyone that you come in contact with you can learn something from.

I feel good. I feel like moving to KC was the right decision. I feel like ive grown a lot since i've been here. I feel like this was the path I was supposed to take, and that I am headed to what I am supposed to be headed to.

It was rough. It was really rough. I was so scared. I felt alone, but I know now that i'm not. I have an incredible support system in friends and family, both here and in texas. (and other random parts of the world)

I feel brave. I feel strong. I feel like I can take on the world, but I finally feel like I don't have to.

Dave is my soulmate, and KC is where I am supposed to be. I feel like I am doing what I am supposed to be doing. Maybe this is what growing up is.

I still don't know where I'm headed, or what exactly I am supposed to be doing today, or tommorow. I do know that I am in the right spot to do it though.